278318-find-your-own-sunshineWeek 4 has been a week of ups and downs. Keeping the Main thing “The Main THING’ has been the challenge of this week. Taking one day at a time has been the main thing for me. What I am starting to observe about myself is the terrific battle of wills going on between the old blueprint and the new one. Learning new things about networking from Mark’s Go 90 Grow free network marketing skills videos ( best thing I’ve seen on the planet), learning new things on the guitar, giving a 100 percent in the MKMMA experience seems like a daunting task at times. It seems like the more I discover, the less I actually know. To some folks that are on the outside peeping in, they really have no idea the amount of effort it really takes to change and eliminate certain habits, and thoughts (WHEW). It’s the changes that occur in the world within that nobody sees until they manifest themselves into the world without. Sometimes at the end of the day, I’m mentally exhausted.

I’m so involved in what I’m doing that sometimes I’ll put a pot of whatever at the time I’m preparing on the stove to cook and forget about it! Once I do my final study at night, I’m so pumped up it takes me about 30 minutes before I can go to sleep. The old blueprint is constantly telling me, “how are you going to accomplish all of this?” That’s when I smile and tell myself this is all a part of the ascension to greatness. I immediately shift my thoughts and focus on being the person I intend to be, and it strengthens and comforts me. When I get anxious, or annoyed at something somebody says or does, now I quickly observe how I react and quickly shift my energy and thoughts to something positive. To me this a big victory because I can keep a clear head and stay focused on what I must accomplish. I see the big importance of constantly telling myself, “I can be what I will to be.” I’m forming that bridge to that Omnipresent, Omnipotent, Omniscient power that we all have inside of us that is in the Universe. It’s a great feeling to start noticing how I’m consciously starting to get into the habit of controlling myself mentally and emotionally. Perfect Practice Prevents Poor Performance. So now I know that I will always be the student in this beautiful experience we all call life.



the-purpose-of-lifeMy 2nd week in MKMMA has been a week of getting settled into a schedule of fitting the course into my daily life. It’s been a week of discovering what I don’t know what I don’t know ( no typing errors, yes that was stated correctly).  The biggest challenge is my DMP. When I  thought I  knew what I wanted in my new beginning in my life, everything came to a screeching halt. I found out how vague my thoughts were. I realized that all I was doing was keeping my subconscious as dumb as a brick. All I had been thinking of was a bunch of scattered thoughts. If I was put in charge of building a bridge and held responsible for the inhabitants crossing that bridge, I’d be arrested, my bail would too high for me to be able to get out of jail until the trial date,  numerous lawsuits, and finally, on the 6 o’clock news. I thank God that I have a Certified Guide helping me on this journey! But all is not lost! There are some good things that are eking their way in. First of all, for me to not take myself too seriously and find some humor in all of this is huge. I believe that this journey should be one of discovery, excitement, and observation. I can’t wait to get to the point where I can be very concise with what I want and actually need so I can jumpstart my “subby” to a call to action so things start manifesting themselves into the world without. I realize that for every effect there is a cause. My belief in this statement is starting to be re-enforced with a good feeling about what I’m experiencing. Like Hannel stated, “Work is necessary. Labor, the hard mental part of change. The kind of effort that so few are willing to put forth.” Everytime I send in my DMP and it gets returned to me, I look at it as a blessing for me to keep working on me until I get it right. The other great thing that I ‘m excited about this course is The Digital Connections classes that are included. This is huge for me. I’m a network marketer and a musician. Learning to use social media the right way and learning how to brand myself is a monumental step forward. Kudos to that staff of very patient, courteous, knowledgeable folks! This part of the course could stand up by itself as a separate entity. Wait! There’s more! I signed up for this course with the expectation of solving that conundrum of life. In my second week I’m getting more than I bargained for. What’s also included in this course that has had an immediate impact on me is the Speed Reading Class!  There are not enough superlatives to describe this. Not only am I reading faster but the exercises that I have integrated into my daily life have actually helped me in certain areas of my daily musical practices! I’m not letting the cat out of the bag until I finish this course!